Nurture
孕育
This piece came to life without a plan, without any expectations. I let go of control, sank deeply into my heart, and allowed my brush to move as it wanted, each stroke guided by something I couldn’t name but deeply felt.
This is how many of my works come into being—intuitive and unfiltered. Later, I sit with them, studying the shapes, colors, and emotions, trying to understand myself through what I’ve created. What was I feeling? What was I yearning for? What was I trying to say that words could not?
In this painting, I see myself returning to the beginning—a time when I was just a fetus, not yet fully of this world, suspended between soul and body. It feels like a memory of absolute safety, cradled in the warmth of my mother’s womb, floating in water, unburdened by anything. There was nothing that I had to do, nowhere I had to go, just being —just existence, pure and whole. It reminds me of a longing I carry, to return to that sacred stillness, where I could simply be and grow into who I was always meant to become.
这幅作品的创作没有任何计划，也没有任何期待。我放下所有的控制，深深地沉入内心深处，任由画笔在纸上自由舞动。每一笔都像被一种无法用语言形容的力量引导着，随心而动，却满怀深意。
我的许多作品都是这样诞生的——直觉的、不经过修饰的表达。完成之后，我会静静地坐下来，与作品对话，细细体会那些形状、色彩和情感，试图通过它们更深入地了解自己。我会问自己：当时的我在感受什么？在渴望什么？又或者，我想用这些画告诉自己或者他人，语言无法传达的是什么？
在这幅画中，我仿佛看到了自己的回归——回到生命的起点，回到我还是一个胎儿的时候。那时，我尚未完全属于这个世界，介于灵魂与身体之间，漂浮在一种温暖而安宁的状态中。那是一种绝对的安全感，被母亲的子宫轻轻包裹着，漂浮在水中，没有任何需要担心的事情，没有任何需要去的地方。那一刻，我只需存在，单纯地存在，完整而纯粹。
这幅画让我重新感受到那种深刻的渴望——想要回到那片神圣的静谧中。那里没有压力，也没有方向，只有简单的“存在”，只需静静地等待生命自然成长，成为自己注定要成为的样子。
Oil on Canvas
布面油画
61cm x 76cm
2023
孕育
This piece came to life without a plan, without any expectations. I let go of control, sank deeply into my heart, and allowed my brush to move as it wanted, each stroke guided by something I couldn’t name but deeply felt.
This is how many of my works come into being—intuitive and unfiltered. Later, I sit with them, studying the shapes, colors, and emotions, trying to understand myself through what I’ve created. What was I feeling? What was I yearning for? What was I trying to say that words could not?
In this painting, I see myself returning to the beginning—a time when I was just a fetus, not yet fully of this world, suspended between soul and body. It feels like a memory of absolute safety, cradled in the warmth of my mother’s womb, floating in water, unburdened by anything. There was nothing that I had to do, nowhere I had to go, just being —just existence, pure and whole. It reminds me of a longing I carry, to return to that sacred stillness, where I could simply be and grow into who I was always meant to become.
这幅作品的创作没有任何计划，也没有任何期待。我放下所有的控制，深深地沉入内心深处，任由画笔在纸上自由舞动。每一笔都像被一种无法用语言形容的力量引导着，随心而动，却满怀深意。
我的许多作品都是这样诞生的——直觉的、不经过修饰的表达。完成之后，我会静静地坐下来，与作品对话，细细体会那些形状、色彩和情感，试图通过它们更深入地了解自己。我会问自己：当时的我在感受什么？在渴望什么？又或者，我想用这些画告诉自己或者他人，语言无法传达的是什么？
在这幅画中，我仿佛看到了自己的回归——回到生命的起点，回到我还是一个胎儿的时候。那时，我尚未完全属于这个世界，介于灵魂与身体之间，漂浮在一种温暖而安宁的状态中。那是一种绝对的安全感，被母亲的子宫轻轻包裹着，漂浮在水中，没有任何需要担心的事情，没有任何需要去的地方。那一刻，我只需存在，单纯地存在，完整而纯粹。
这幅画让我重新感受到那种深刻的渴望——想要回到那片神圣的静谧中。那里没有压力，也没有方向，只有简单的“存在”，只需静静地等待生命自然成长，成为自己注定要成为的样子。
Oil on Canvas
布面油画
61cm x 76cm
2023
